Category Archives: memory

Thailand: How I remember (2004)

Note: After writing the previous recollection of my Thailand trip, I found on my computer the following essay, which was apparently written not long after coming home. It is an enlightening comparison which also illuminates how memory works and how values shift.

Some time in 2003, my college pastor Sean told me in confidence that he has considering taking about 10 from our group on an international missions trip. He said he was looking into somewhere in central or south America, with El Salvador being a strong candidate. A few months later, our trip to Bangkok, Thailand was scheduled.

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Once in Thailand (2009)

In the summer of 2004 I embarked on a trip with some friends to Bangkok, Thailand. Apart from a very brief jaunt into Canada, it is still my only international trip. We were sent by our church on a mission trip of sorts, though it didn’t really happen as I would have imagined it would.

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One Tree, Two Trees

I catch the bus home every day in the neighborhood behind my work place.  Right up the street from my stop there is this huge, beautiful tree.  It is the kind of tree which you can only find in an older housing development. Truly I am no good at guessing height, but I would put it right around 90 feet, and it has got to be at least 60 feet wide, so wide that it hangs way over the road.  An uncountable number of leaves fall from it every year.  They form a thick red blanket on the underlying homes, lawns, sidewalks and roads.  This thing is big.

As I said, this tree is right up from my stop, so I get to regard it each day while I am waiting for the bus.  One day, however, I happened to look over at it from a different angle as I was approaching my stop.  I was shocked to realize that it was not one tree but two!  There were two trunks of the same type of tree reaching for the sky, and by some accident their combined crowns appeared to form one uniform crown.  I realized I had never noticed this because at my bus stop I cannot see the trunks because of smaller tree which blocks the view.  Nonetheless, I was taken aback that I could be so wrong on so basic an observation – namely the quantity of trees making up a single crown.

Some months or perhaps a year later I was walking to work from the gym.  The gym happens to be up the same street where I catch my bus, so I had an opportunity to see the tree from the opposite angel from which I typically regard it.  And, lo and behold, it was really three trees!  Somehow when I first noticed the second trunk, I completely missed the third trunk, which was directly behind the second, hidden from view.  So now my mind was blown yet again, that in spite of my new observation of the second trunk, I was totally oblivious to the third.

I am pretty sure now that I have the number of trunks pegged at three.  I carefully examined it from many angles, and still only counted three trunks, so I feel fairly confident in my estimation (barring the sprouting of a new trunk like a banyan tree).  Three trunks grew in proximity to one another, and what was separate at the bottom became unified at the top, at least it looked that way.  Now I regard myself as something of a connoisseur of multiple trees comprising a single crown.

Note: This article was originally published on another site.

Preston Newby

I was saddened today to learn of the death of Preston Newby, a college classmate of mine.  We had a special bond in that we were the only two students in fourth year Greek together, and we had nearly all of our classes together my senior year.  Preston was a great friend, and he always had a way of encouraging others.  Here is an email he sent to me among others in February of 2006:

Hello! I have failed all of you in that I have not kept in touch with the people that God has placed in my life as much as I should have. Whether you are part of my family or my friends from various times in my life, or part of my life even now… I just want to say that I love you guys and I do not want to take all of your friendships for granted, or forget about them.  God has blessed us in this life with a remarkable reality: the body of Christ. I am learning how to get my focus off of myself and shift it towards God ultimately, but also to my neighbors…my friends… my family… even strangers. My prayer is that we would all do the same. In this country, it is completely natural to live for ourselves and to forget about the relationships that we have had with incredible people… Let us not forget the body of Christ! Let us continually lift each other up in prayer! Eph 1:16  “I do not cease to give thanks for you when I remember you in my prayers.” Paul was our role model….Jesus also prayed in John 17 on behalf of those who were “given to Him”. I want to remember all of you in my prayers. Thank you for your friendships and relationships… They have had a vital role in shaping who I have become and who I am becoming. May God bless you all in your families, your work, your ministry…. I love you guys! In Christ, Preston

Preston has left the land of the dying.

That it may please you to give him joy and gladness in your kingdom, with your saints in light,

We beseech you to hear us, good Lord.

On Maui

I have just returned from a vacation on the charming Hawaiian island of Maui. While there, I read a good lot of Wendell Berry essays, so his thinking is heavily influencing my own at the moment. It is true I enjoyed my time there immensely, but I had a few nagging thoughts about Maui and vacations in general.

One of the chief aims of visitors to Maui is to get tan and get fit. We see many sunbathers of all stripes soaking in the tropical rays on the beaches. There is also a lot of fitness walking, jogging, and bicycling being done by tourists to make great exercise out of a great trip. While we ourselves were on a beach-front walk, dodging runners, I noticed some of the local workers. It seems that they had achieved dark skin and fit, trim bodies in the course of their labor, not in the course of their leisure. And this is an odd feature of American culture. We treat physical, outdoor work as deamening and yet go through great effort and expense to look like the people who do such work for a living. It seems to me that people labor outside can have their cake and eat it too: dark skin, fitness, and leisure time dedicated to actually having fun.

It was not on this trip but on my previous one where I first noted something odd about the vegetation on Maui. Simply stated: many of the iconic “Hawaiian” plants do not seem to be native to the island. Palm trees are the most obvious to me. To my recollection, I have never seen one on Maui outside of a resort area. This becomes stikingly obvious when driving on South Kihei road and seeing lines of palms on the ocean-side and lines of native brush and trees on the mountain side. Even on the tropical windward sides of the island I did not spot any palm trees. It seems odd to me that this iconic plant, which is in many ways symbolic of Hawaii, is apparently not native to the islands. Pineapples are also non-native, and I am afraid to ask about birds-of-paradise and banyan trees.

I suppose I should not be surprised to find non-native plants on the islands in developed areas. Natural history tourism is not the main drive behind destination resorts. Sun and surf are. Observing the wilder parts of Maui has become enjoyable for me. Upcountry, on the Road to Hana, and on the road around West Maui you can see the island which has not been so dramatically transformed by western visitors. There are even some changes (like the cedar trees planted along the coast for use as ships’ masts) which are not so banal as the lines of palms around resort pools.

I read in a Bill Bryson book that the American phenomenon of destination resorts is a rather recent development. It depends on efficient, affordable travel. However, even after railroads bridged this country, long distance travel was apparently at first dedicated to visiting people or tourism. Destination resorts are a different matter: the trip is not meant to experience new sights or spend time with loved ones (outside of the nuclear family), but to experience the place. That is, we want to go to Hawaii because it is such a better place to be than home. Better weather, better food, better shopping, better activities, better lodgings. The obvious implication of this phenomenon is that we do not much like our homes. We want to get away, because our homes are not pleasurable nor leisureful places. I wonder why this is. What is it about our society that encourages us to live in rather unpleasant places with the promise of vacation to a better place? Why not make one’s own home enjoyable, so as to be able to undertake leisure without undertaking travel when work permits a break?